My journey

How we knew each other, makes the world doubt that love does exist. How we love each other makes the world judges and denies our love. What is it wrong with our love? Don’t you know that love is just for love? Furthermore, you line a set of rules for us to follow for the sake of morality. Is it for morality or to satisfy your own judgment?

Then, you blame me for a single mistake I made that you take the mistake to make a further judgment. What if you take a mirror and see what you did before. Don’t break the mirror when you find out the fact. Surprisingly you think that we live in our own world. I ever said that don’t make a judgment. Moreover, you have a bitter heart against me for the love I have. Weren’t you believed in miracle? Weren’t you taught to have a positive mind? I almost torn apart but the love encourage me to keep my faith.

Why then, you must be the next one to judge me and the love I have? Am I guilty by writing this? You don’t have any idea how you have doubted me for the sake of your wisdom. Well, perhaps it was not merely your wisdom. You may correct it as you wish, I do feel guilty by judging you with my writing, but I feel objection.

Love… is full of wonders

Not framed by time nor place

Once you have love that encourages your faith

And burns your hope

Don’t make a distance.

YYDW

How many more people out there start to doubt that God does exist? I myself am someone who is so ignorant of his grace that people would question me. I myself am someone who was at one point, people would proud of me; but at another point, people would put a set of rules to judge me. What is it about me that you yourself doubt me? I’m sorry for making this first paragraph in disorder. Well, I felt that way.

You asked for proof. Good then, but what that proof would do. Would it to fulfill your terms and conditions against my life? Why then, you would be that person? Maybe I’m so ignorant for your care; but I’m sure that you doubt because of what have been with me doesn’t not make sense. Life does have so many surprises that in one way or another makes people wander, but more likely so cautious that its wonders fade.

Maybe I may stress some of what had happened. I was nearly broken. I was close to insanity. I was tired and torn. I was discouraged and disgraced. However people whom I may met by the grace of the Lord do burn the spirit for me to live.

Lord, forgive me for being so selfish. Please let me have that courage again to come to you.

YYDW