Archive for November 7th, 2008

Finally you come.
Yes, i’m home at last.
What got you on the way home, you are bleeding.
I got hit. Some angels from the wicked one asked me to give them the hopes i bring.
You…..bring hopes?
Yes, i do. I bring hopes of those with whom i must spend my last few days before i departed. The angels made an attack to steal these hopes. I fought hard that i broke my wings. I must bring these hopes home so they can continue their life in the future. They don’t know who i am, and they must not know about me. Things got me messy that they thought i must had been in bad situations.
Ah,,,, you should not bare this alone.
At least i know that you are waiting for me.

I guess, you don’t realized that you lost one hope. They managed to steal one hope; it is your hope. You must get your hope back.
I know that they stole my hope. I have to admit that i let them to steal it so that i can still protect others’ hopes. I was getting weaker to save all hopes, so i decided to loosen my grip on my own hope.
How come you do that?! you were not allowed to do that. As you sacrificing your own hope you surely don’t have much time left for your own future.
Yes, i was and i am aware of it. I’m willingly give up my hope if it is needed. I can easily put away all the effort i have made.

No, please don’t. Keep believing. Keep stick to your plan. I know that you have a plan. I know what you meant when you mentioned about the word ‘ignore’.
Ah, you realized it. Yeah i was trying to ignore the message and the love i feel. You surely know that wherever i go, these matters follow me.
That’s why i urge you to get your hope back.

My friend, the moment when i lost that hope, i believe that i can get it back. As you have read the last writing before this, I did mention about ‘neglecting the source of your heart’. It was remind me that what ever might happen, i must not forget to whom i belong.
Hohoho, i see now. You still the person i know. The person who can keep believing in any condition that might put you at the verge of your words. I guess this would end our conversation then. I’m looking forward to meet you again. Step by whenever you have time.
Ok i will, and thank you for reminding me about that hope.

YYDW

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