My journey

Warm,,,,,very warm,,,,,, I remember you who ever lent me your cheery. You gave me your image of cheerfulness; I forgot the reason you did that. Actually, I’m quite blur of your present in that freeze moment. What lovely is in one day at a time, you let me have the beauty of a wounded heart. The heart that ever strengthened man’s spirit. Tears were kept falling from your eyes. The eyes that ever raised man’s soul. Hands were trembling. The hands that ever torn man’s pride.

But,,,,,why, why you left me alone without saying anything. Did you think that I would have courage to follow my destiny? Why did you not let me love you? Why did you insist to go through that gorge by your self? Why,,,,Why couldn’t I say how much I love you. I’m crying now. I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. I couldn’t hold my tears anymore. You left your smile in that rugged coffin. Please allow me to write your name here. Meixin,,,,I,,,,love,,,,you. I love you so much. I still can feel you when I hugged you. I was so happy. I was so much in love. So warm and tender. I’m being crazy now. Imagining that you are holding my shoulders now. I can feel your face close to mine. O please, if I could freeze this moment. The other last thing that you left for me was written on your coffin; ‘Heart across the sky’. You wanted me to know this. Yeah, you have known my destiny. Did you feel bother at the time I told you about it?

Now, I really miss you. I want to tell you that my destiny will soon be fulfilled. The south wind had just blown, and the north will come. From now on, this part of the world has only a little time left before it will be stroke by the north wind. I hope the sky would be filled with stars when I summon the wind. I don’t thing that I will be as lucky as the south wind. He is accompanied with someone who loved him as he accomplished the mission. By seeing stars at night, it will be enough for me. Anyway, it reminds me of you. You were the last woman for me with whom I shared my life. My wind will search every wounded heart across the sky to bring them to safety while I bring many stars to fall. At that time, another quarter of the earth will suffer terribly.

Meixin,,,,my life and the destiny of the other two winds are in danger now since human has taken a huge leap in technology. A Scientist has found another molecule in water that has same form like a fiber. This fiber then is extended into a shape of a shield. After that, it is exposed to a kind of massive energy to be stronger enough to block even a city-size meteor.

The invention of the fiber was done by someone who took a further experiment that was done by one Japanese who found different characters in water. He found this fiber while he was splashing water and fire at the same time toward a wide thick glass. The water then exhaled a very smooth-thin layer on the glass. Moreover, he realized that fiber has a dimension of water. Continue to what he had just found, he aware that a kind of energy can be applied to this fiber to be much stronger like atmosphere hold back star radiation. Though he never succeeds to develop such energy, he got his name maintained to the fiber. It is then called Alpha Newton Fiber.

Then, 10 years later, come a scientist who could develop such energy. He is Amadeus Einstein. His name was taken from Albert Einstein who found the formula of energy. Amadeus Einstein combined the formula of Albert Einstein with the wave that comes from the music of Amadeus Mozart. His formula then has a unique definition;

A = m . a . d . e . u . s.
A -> Aldeus
m -> mass
a -> area
d -> degree
e -> natural number
u -> unidentified number of unidentified element
s -> speed of water spin on an unidentified element

The symbol of letter A is to acknowledge the two scientists, which are Alpha Newton and Amadeus Einstein. With this formula, an expert could longer the life of the earth from destruction. Contradiction with the formula of E=mC^2 that people can be destroyed by a massive energy, this formula of A=madeus can be used to bring back life. This incredible invention of man really has put God aside because we can make a life. People start to leave God. This is the worst point of the formula. Fortunately the secret of using this formula to bring back life is still hidden. The time will come when human no longer be controlled by death. It will be human who control death.

So, the messenger from the world below really gets advantage from this finding. I, as one of the four winds, and as one of messengers from the world above, have to set the time to be faster in order to safe more people. If not, there will be only very few people be saved. Because by controlling death, human race would be like a death walking body without spirit.

Meixin, I’m tired and very sleepy now. Could you tell me the story that you ever told me about a man who met a woman in seashore. Yeah in that story, there was a man who likes to walk along seashore. One day he was about to stay there until sunset. It would be the first sunset for him. I didn’t remember how they met, but then what I remember is that you told me that the woman’s body was so weak that she couldn’t live longer. She wished that her heart will accompany that man at the right time.
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Then while he kept talking, something was going on with his heart for he could feel the woman’s heart he was talking about.

Meixin,,,,,,,,,,,why I can feel your heart now? I really can feel your heart. What’s going on?………………………Heart across the sky……………….your story about woman’s heart…………..Meixin, are you trying to tell me something with those two things?

My wind, I need you to help me. There is a heart. A heart that once belonged to a woman with whom I journey the sky. This heart might be in someone’s body. So, permitted me to summon you.
the north wind came
the man changed
he held a rusty rugged sword
that full of scratch from wounds

the wind blown
took him everywhere

he found one spot
a woman stood bitterly

Finally you come, said the woman. He surprised that he had been waited by her. Who are you, ask the man. I am the woman with heart from Meixin. The man shocked and asked, how come you could have her heart? She gave me her heart when I was almost died. I didn’t know about her until a doctor who did the heart transplantation to me gave me a letter. I read the letter carefully. I was overwhelmed by the way Meixin wrote the letter. She gave me one letter for you to read. Here is the letter. She wanted you to read the letter at this very time when you found me.

the man read the letter…………………………
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no………. Meixin……….. why you didn’t tell me?
no……
tell me this is not right
you really stubborn
you kept all the misery you had
i feel so sad now
no….I can not do my destiny
not with the sacrifice of your heart
no….I will not do it

Suddenly, the woman came close to him. She took his hand, and put close to her heart. You can feel her heart through me. I’m willing to do it. I’m her twins. Don’t you deny your destiny. I have been waiting for this time. She was my beloved sister. I owe my life to her. That means I owe my life to you.

Thorn, all you need is just take the wounds of this heart. I know that I also will die because the wounds are the life of this heart. But, as you know from the letter, my name is Joyxin. Me and my sister are destined to have one heart. We also had been told that one day each of us would meet someone who will take the wounds of this heart. You are that someone. Now, you have come. Just do your destiny.

Joyxin, Meixin ever told me about you. I thought she made this up. How fool I was. Now I understand the things that had been going on for both of you.

The time has come. Through the wounds from the heart, my wind will search wounded hearts. Joyxin, tell your sister Meixin that I will come soon.

the wounds are taken
the woman died
the winds blown
searching every wounded heart
it took them to the destined place to live on

stars started to fall down
going to destroy
the hearts that never feel hurt
the hearts that never willing to sacrifice
they were not red
they were very pale

but,,,,,,,
the messenger from the world below
has been expecting this to happen
the doom was about to lost its power
the shield blocked the stars
the wind couldn’t force the stars further
the shield crushed the stars
the man was about to die
as he lost every power he had
the hearts he saved were about to lost

i can’t make it
i’m loosing my power
my friends of winds
sorry i’m about to die before i finish it

no thorn, you will and you can finish it
i come, i will help you with my wind
the south wind blown
it came with tears
the tears torn the shield

the north wind brought more stars
the stars went through
they destroyed that part of the world
along with hearts that without wounds
along with hearts that without tears
cause they never aid other hearts to cry with and to joy with

it’s done
finally it is finished
thank you south

now, it is my time
to take my own wounds
let it go through the north wind
let it go across the sky
i see many stars now
i’m so happy
thank you my wind

the man died
the wind blown
and blown……..
it met the west wind

YYDW

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