My journey

his name was Shout, and he was one of the four winds
he could see the unseen, hear the unheard
the time was getting closer for him to do his job
energy was flowing around him, out-in in-out
he was dying doing his destiny

he was just a mere human
chosen to do a job from above
he has to strike the earth with tears
he was no one and nothing but a wounded heart

he sees though hearts
he listens through winds
he feels within souls

he was alone
he was a man with tears
he cries in the middle of no where
but the tears are not his
they are not his sadness
they are people’s sadness
he gathers them as he touches people’s heart with winds

he was longing for love
the love that will make him alive
the love that was only exist in his dream

until one day…………….
he was going to give up his destiny
he was going to perish
but…………at that very moment,
a heart flew into his heart
not by the wind, but by its wings
a beautiful heart named Leivia
…….but this heart had wounds hidden beneath its wings

he shared day-by-day with her
she shared her heart with him
he brought her stars
she brought him rainbow
he showed how lovely she was
she showed how kind he was

then, he said ‘i love you’
‘i want to be in your heart’
she couldn’t answer him
instead, she began to share her tears
…….i’m a dirty woman
…….i’m a sinful mother
…….i’m not worthy to be human
…….i’ve crushed my own flesh and blood
…….i’ve aborted my womb
…….i’ve been a fool
…….i’ve trusted my love willingly
…….but in return,i had been dumped
…….by the man i loved before
…….i was about to end my life that day
…….then you came into my life
you help me to go on
you carry on my sadness
you help me to believe in love once again

Leivia, it was me who have been lifted up by you
it was me who need you
it was me who so much in pain
i was also about to give up my life that day
i was about to give up my destiny
to shake the earth with tears
to strike hearts that don’t believe in love
by that, i have so much pain
but you….you lifted up my heart from the moment we met
your heart flew into my heart with wings
though your heart was so misery
though your heart was so much hurt
it was pure and honest
it was and it is beautiful

Leivia, ‘i love you’
he held her hands
he looked into her eyes
she stopped crying
she smiled
she looked at him
she said ‘i love you too’
he kissed her
he embraced her

……………
time passed
days gone
nights end

his destiny was about to complete
and here is the final moment of this story

“Here and now, we have to separate. Please forgive me because I have to go. I really love you so much, but the time has come for me to fulfill the prophecy, Leivia, you have given me everything, your heart is so precious for me. My heart was nothing but a wounded heart. Now, it is full of love from your heart” “Shout, my heart is yours and I don’t want to loose you, please take me with you” “Leivia, as if I can take you with me, I would, but your heart will get hurt. I must strike the world with tears. At that very moment, if you are with me, you will not recognize me as I will become someone else with tears in my left hand and sword in my right hand. I will stab every heart that didn’t believe in love, and there will be tears flow from the heart. The tears will flood the earth; human kind will suffer a lot for they had wasted love that has been given to them”
“And your heart will hurt right. I know Shout, so please take me with you. I will be with you, I will flow my love into your heart as your heart get wounded, I want to strengthen your heart until it ends” “Leivia……who am I that you are willing to share all your love for me. I am no one and nothing but a wounded heart” “No, you’re not. You are my love. You are my everything. Don’t you remember the first time we met; you help me to carry my sadness. At that time, you already had my heart. So please don’t ask me to leave you, don’t you go without me” “You are so wonderful”. The man saw her eyes and held her face with his hands. He touched her lips with the tip of his fingers. Then, he kissed her. His lips slipped in to hers, tenderly inside the lips. Warm, gently, and softly, their lips slide together. “I love you”, said the man. “I love you too”, said the woman. They embraced each other affectionately.

At once, he changed
His hair became long
He wore a long brown robe
He held a long sword made of crystal in his right hand
He held an icicle of tears in his left hand
His face gloomy and full of sadness
Leivia, here me in my fullest
circle your hands around my waist
we’ll going up to the clouds

he looked to the skies above
he shouted
heaven, i come
grant me your mercy as i strike the earth with tears
and for she, grant her your love and let she flows the love into my heart

and now………
grant me the south wind

the earth suffered a very strong wind
the earth suffered as people were screaming
he felt so much despair
he felt so much pain

the wind was alive
the wind made the air so dense
the wind searched every heart
that has betrayed love
that has mocked love
that has wasted love
that has abandoned love
from the throne in heaven
in family and among friends
within lovers and between the nature

those hearts turned into icicle of tears
then they came out from the body
left the body dead
they gathered on the sky
stick together forming a huge icicle of tears

he then said, ‘finally it is created
leivia…forgive me because  now i’m going to crush my own heart
the icicle in my left hand is my own heart
this heart has to stick together with that huge icicle
so my sword can crush them
to make a rain of tears
and to form a rainbow as a mark from heaven

‘i guess, i can’t stop you this time
it is your destiny though
but…please take my heart also
i don’t want to spend my days without you
don’t you say no
i know you very well
you also want me to always be with you’

then he answer, ‘now i know that you are really the love i need
i’m in my greatest moment now
oh heaven, thank you for bringing her to me
i love you Leivia’

‘i love you too Shout’

their hearts stick together with that huge icicle of tears
leivia’s only hands still held him
tears were falling down from shout’s eyes

then Shout make a final shout
‘heaven, here now, i’m finishing my duty’

he crushed the icicle
the earth suffered a rain of tears
the south wind has ended to blow

but…….
a small blow of the wind was generated from that rain
it followed another wind
to the other side of the earth
under the dark night sky
where a man were talking with the sky
that small blow reached this man’s heart
knowing that something has just happened
the man said ‘it’s my turn to do my destiny’
‘the south wind had just blown’
‘mine will come’
his name ………… thorn

YYDW

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